I canceled the deal for the goats. After a long talk and negotiation with my hubby, we have decided that even though the price and availability was perfect- the timing is not.
I am still not recovered enough after chemo to dive back in.
My son is moving out soon, so his help is gone.
And the money that would be spent on care and feeding would be better spent on repairs and other household projects.
I am disappointed and relieved, all in the same breath.